I have been really busy with some work and have also been working closely with the designer
to come up with a brand new look for my SIXPEGS!
This is the first time I am actually hiring external help to design the website and I’m totally thrilled!
I hope I will be able to make my “new home” even prettier while still retaining it’s clean black & white theme.
Will be back with more posts but please bear with me while I try to make this space a prettier and more fun one!

Peace xx

Ok, I cannot wait to share so I shall start now!!

For those who have watched enough local comedies and sitcoms, you would have seen Abigail Chay before.
In the past (actually even until recently), I have always been unable to determine her gender.
Do you know she is also the daughter of the famous McDonalds Granny who appeared in many McDonalds TVC in the 90s?
For those who don’t know how Abigail looks like, here is a few pictures to refresh your memory.

I chanced upon a video about her life not too long ago and it really touched my heart.
I never knew the woman whom everyone laughed at and teased actually had such a turbulent life,
and spending many years of her life in turmoil and confusion.

The following excerpt is taken from thestar:

She was born Caesar Chay Tuck Kwong and had her formal education at an all-boys school.

But even at the tender age of five, she knew she wasn’t like other boys,
who’d kick a football about and catch spiders in her neighbourhood, while she played dolls with the girls.
Whenever her mother was out, she would play with her make-up.
Another time, a majie (housekeeper) in the family’s employ put her in a dress and took her to a nearby provision shop.

“The neighbours all remarked, ‘wah, you really look like a girl’.
I was so happy,” she says, flashing a toothy grin at the thought.

But school was hardly a drag, even though there was the annoying presence of
a bully who used to rain punches on the effeminate 12-year-old Chay.
When Chay’s backlane friends wanted to teach the bully a lesson, she put her pale,
frail body between him and the small mob – something which earned the respect of the bully,
who stopped his taunts and told Chay she had yi qi (Mandarin for loyalty).

“School was actually a place to take my mind away from being a girl trapped in a boy’s body,” she recounts,
absent-mindedly twirling her clumpy long tresses again.
“Whenever nice-looking guys came and talked to me and I felt attracted to them, I always felt sinful.”

That feeling of guilt – born partly out of being the only son and child of traditional Cantonese and Christian parents,
both of whom worked in clerical jobs – pushed Chay to date a girl from church at 15.

“She was wondering why we never held hands over the one year we were together.
She asked me what the status of our relationship was. I said, ‘I tried, but I don’t think I can’.”

Unable to love a girl and unable to let herself fall in love with boys,
the teenage Chay read psychology books and decided a sex change was the solution.

But, first, there was the business of National Service,
which she had to endure after her pre-university education at Our Lady of Lourdes.

“I was scared to death of going into the army. I thought I would surely be humiliated for being a soft boy.”

But, “wilfully optimistic”, she thought the experience might toughen her up.

As it turned out, not only did she not suffer at the hands of macho men,
everyone was protective of the skinny boy, with some fellow soldiers even offering to clean and carry her rifle.

After National Service, she worked as a window display artist
at a fashion store – “ironically, it was called Heshe”, she recalls.

Her mother also paid for her to attend a modelling course,
and it was there that she met a transsexual who told her about a rumour of a new government policy
that would see new transsexuals get “marked” on their identity cards by the end of the year.

Fearful of being branded for life and in a hurry to beat the supposed deadline,
Chay finally came clean with her parents and pleaded with them to pay for her sex change.

Here are four clips you can watch to find out more about Abigail’s life story.

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I think she is really brave and lucky to have such supportive parents.
Next time when you wanna laugh about how out of place she looks, think again. :)

I recently also watched Jack Neo’s new movie “I Not Naughty” with A and my Mom.
I checked out the reviews on the Golden Village website and saw some comments about this certain Amos Yee in the movie.
All bad comments, just in case you’re wondering.
So after the movie, I decided to head home and find out for myself who on earth this Amos Yee is.
And to my surprise, this Amos Yee is actually this annoying potato boy in the movie.

I wondered how a 14-year-old kid can stir so much shit and cause so much unhappiness, so, I went to check it out.
And to my horror, the Zhonghua Secondary School student is not only a smart alec but also a spoilt and arrogant brat.
All his fame started when he won the FiRST Film Fest organized by The New Paper with his painful-to-watch video, Jan.

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Seriously don’t know what is so funny.
Little Amos must be influenced by those NigaHiga and Kev Jumba videos. Meh.
Ok, the thing is, there’s nothing wrong with a 14-year-old trying to be creative and experimental.
And apparently, he REALLY speaks with that American accent.

All the trouble started when he posted a video mocking the origins of the Chinese zodiacs and
stating how he feels the Chinese New Year is “copying the American New Year”, leaving many netizens enraged and agitated.
He calls the Youtube video “a joke executed well”.
And of course, this joke has already been removed from Youtube.

UPDATE: Managed to find the video uploaded by another Youtube user. Here it is!

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Jack Neo gave him one of the roles in his movie because the director was impressed by him during the film fest.
Instead of being thankful and appreciative for the chance and recognition,
he talked crap about the movie at its press conference.

Damn well done.

Here are some excerpts from xinmsn.

The teenager further elaborated his views when he was asked on how would have improved on the script and shared,
“There shouldn’t be so much weird transitions.”

“Do you realised that the film has a lot of fade in and jumps from scenes over and over and over again,”
the Zhonghua Secondary School student said and added, “That is confusing.”

That’s not all. On the development of the characters in the movie, he said,
“You can do it at the beginning but it goes on for the entire film.”

“And that bothers me,” he revealed, “and my whole family agrees that it’s freaking messy.”

Despite his critical remark, the 14-year-old actor was earlier spotted singing praises of movie director Jack Neo during the conference.

“Oh, Jack Neo, you are awesome. You are like my uncle,” he proclaimed. He also mentioned that he likes his scenes in the movie.

Watch the interview here if you wanna be annoyed by the kid too.
Reeeaaaaallllyyyy arrogant, spoilt and 不会做人, that’s all I can say.

Ok, and for the third interesting person today, I shall introduce Mr Aaron Tan!
I came across this person from MrBrown’s website.
It happened quite long ago so I hope there will be a few people out there (like me!) who haven’t heard of him before.
Hehe!

Apparently this 18-year-old Ah Beng made a video to threaten a 14-year-old kid
who tried to “be funny” with his girlfriend on Facebook.
And get this. His girlfriend’s name on Facebook is Nina Wantyouonly
and the 14-year-old kid is called http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000745753183.
Freaking haps.
How come people wanna put such funny names on Facebook ah?
The Ryan boy got balls also. According to his Facebook info,
he is from the same secondary school as Aaron – Bulok Town Secondary.
Yeah the Aaron boy is 18 and still in Bulok Town.

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I think this Aaron is quite interesting and I really had a look laugh.
Priest lor. Is lily beh funny lorz!

This Little Black Dress is stretchable at the shoulder and bottom part so you can wear it this two ways.
It’s made of cotton material.
$22

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I love this black and white dress but my hips said NO.
It comes with two pockets and the design is really interesting.
I think it’ll look really cute if you pair it with nice colourful sneakers or cute sandals.
Brand new.
$26

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Soft denim material maxi dress.
This dress is very flattering for the berdangdangs. Heh.
$22

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Trenchcoat from ZARA.
Never wore it out of the house before. Boo.
Super good material and suitable for moderately clod climates.
$65

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Beige asymmetrical dress that will look super cute on a skinny girl but not me.
I love this dress but it doesn’t love me.
I hope it will find a better owner. Sobs.
Never been worn out of the house too.
$22

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Super hot stuff minidress/top from Topshop.
The material of this dress is great and the dress is really pretty.
It might be a little too short to be worn as a dress.
I suggest wearing it with leggings or tuck it into pants.

[Yes I know you can see my hot pink undies]
$35

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I think this dress is too cute to be left neglected in a wardrobe.
I used to wear this out to events whenever I wanna feel quirky and fun.
Hope it will make you feel quirky and whimsical too!
$25

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50 years ago, who would have thought Granny-looking vintage skirts would be in fashion again someday?
Only managed to wear this skirt once. Let me know if you like it.
The material is very good, don’t have to iron at all even after washes.
$20

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I have this in mustard and royal blue.
Decided to give up the blue one to another girl who loves blue. Heh!
$24

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Black chiffon material mini dress. Not translucent.
Adventurous girls can try wearing it as a dress. Or pair it up with stockings with interesting prints to look fun!
$24

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There are like 4 to 5 ways to wear this jacket, just need to play around with the buttons.
Brand new from Taiwan.
$40

Feel free to drop me an email [sixpegs@gmail.com] if you’re interested in any of the pieces.
Please add $1 for postage.

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After I took the pictures of the items I’d like to let go of,
I lazed around on my bed and realized I haven’t really shared how my room looks like after I did a little redecoration.
Thus, I shall just have a short virtual tour to bring you around my room today! :p

I think my room says a lot about me.
I have never been the pink, frills and laces kind of girl, but I think my room has a lot of character.
Hahahaha. I know, shameless.

This is a picture wall at the side of my bed.
Similar to another 40% of Singaporeans, I buy my picture frames from IKEA. Cheap and good!
I visited them few days ago and realized they have these small black frames now.
When I bought mine, they only had them in birch and I had to paint my frames black. Tsk.

The pictures in the frames are from everywhere, but they are basically all things that I love.
I’ve got some portraits of myself and some nice pictures from Henri Cartier-Bresson, a famous French B&W photographer I adore.
There are also some pictures I took during a B&W photography class I took when I was in NTU,
and of course, pictures of Marilyn Monroe and Audrey Hepburn.

And to make sure my room doesn’t look like a dark room, I had to put a little bit of colours in it.
I love pop art, posters, paintings, doodles and little knick knacks.
So here is a little corner where I can lay out all the little stuff I love.
The two glass bottles used to hold two fishes, but they died couple weeks back.
So I guess they will just hold flowers whenever I’m in the mood for fresh flowers in my room.

Here are some of my accessories.
I love chunky pieces and they are much easier to manage because they don’t get tangled together as much. Heh!
I just dump them into this glass jar like that.
Sadly, they collect dust easily, but I love how it looks!
I love the scented candle from Crabtree too!

My humble little perfume collection.
I never believed in just having/using one bottle of perfume before changing to the next one.
Because our noses will get immune to a certain scent over time (this may cause us to go a little too heavy on the perfume too)
and I think using different scents to accentuate different moods is important!
I love perfumes!

Books corner!
I hardly read, to be honest.
So the books that I own are mostly picture books or books with little words and many pictures,
or books with words in big fonts. Hahaha.
I love The Sartorialist and PostSecrets, especially the latter.
I never knew reading someone else’s secrets can be so therapeutic and comforting sometimes.
Do check out the PostSecret website if you’re free, they update every Sunday.
I call them the Sunday Secrets.

I love my journal (the one in blue) too.
At the front, it reads “Fuck you and your blog”.
I bought it to write things I can never write in my blog.
Haven’t had the chance to write much in it though.
Will get down to it soon.

This is a picture A drew for me.
Ok, she didn’t really draw per say. It is a doodle done by one of my favourite doodlist, Gemma Correll.
It’s really cute!
I love the pink frame I bought from Europe too. Got it at a bargain, only 5 euros!

This is my cameras corner where I dump all the camwhore equipments.
Polaroids, films and stuff.
I love my Stupid Little Coins coinbank too! A has a same one at home as well.
I also have Playdoh. Yes it’s mine. Hahaha!
I do take them out to knead and play when I’m feeling childish. I’m weird like that.

I bought these lights from IKEA last Christmas.
(They are selling them again now for Christmas!)
They are not only pretty lights but also awesome bangle holders!

This is the metal cabinet where I keep all my bags.
But what’s so special about it is how it is filled with perverted poems on it.
A and I bought this two tins of “magnetic words” where you can form poems and other stuff with.
The two boxes we bought were like love and naughty poems or something. Hahaha!
We had a lot of fun playing with them.
If you’re interested, I think you can get them at The Cathay Level 3.
One of those shops where they rent out shelves for people to put their stuff to sell.

This is a colorful wheel I took without permission from some eating place.
My room’s private stolen rainbow.

And last but not least, my beautiful Marilyn Monroe clock from Molecule.
This clock is absolutely gorgeous but it gives me the creeps on certain nights.
I don’t know if you can see this but when you look at her face,
you can sometimes see her eyebrows and eyes forming another pair of bigger eyes that has no iris and pupil.
Creeps me out at night sometimes.

Maybe I think too much.
Hahaha.

I’ll be helping Aiyo with photoshoot for her blogshop tomorrow!
I’m the photographer, not the model. YAY!
I’m sure it’ll be a lot of fun.

On a sidenote, A is ill and I hope she gets well soon.
Flu bug, give my girlfriend back to me!

Another year has passed and it’s the wonderful Christmas season again.
For this year, just to make sure you’re left with more time to shop for that perfect Christmas getup,
I have invited 12 blogshops to share some of the goodies they have stocked up for this festive season!

Let’s get the ball rolling now!

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one98one has finally launched their handmade range!
Using wood and acrylic mainly, the designs are designed and handmade with love by one98one.
Controlling the quantity that is being made, don’t fret about seeing someone wearing the same design as you!

If you are looking for something more unique, one98one has also started customisation/personalization services!
Customise/personalize your name on a necklace/brooch/ring!
Specialising in acrylic and wood, it is lightweight and durable.
This makes an awesome Christmas gift!

Prices range from $29 to $49 depending on complexity/length of design.
They provide the few standard fonts but if you have a font in mind, just email them!
Customisation takes approximately 2 to 3 weeks only.
To get your item before Christmas, orders have to be paid for latest by 22nd Dec 2011 noon using AM Mail to receive your purchase the next day!
This service is not applicable for customisation services.

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SimplyPristine will be launching a brand new collection on 18th Dec, 8pm.
Indulge yourselves with the wonderful array of fashion apparels from this webstore!
SimplyPristine is a newly launched ladies fashion hub that will provide you with anything you ever wanted and needed.

Suffering from a shopping hiatus? Fret not! Take a browse through our christmas collection and break the spell!
Do check out their Facebook Page and blog for full preview updates.
SimplyPristine would also like to take this opportunity to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

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ReflectivityJng is all about providing you with everything from basics to the glamourous.
This simple and clean looking website is a breath of fresh air!
I have browsed through what’s available on this website and
I think it’ll be a great choice for people who loves simple, clean but versatile and stylish pieces.

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No matter if you’re looking for office wear or party gears, this place will surely be able to satisfy your shopping cravings.
Click on the different categories on the website to look at the various fashion items for sale now!

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Tangem is no stranger to Sunday Advertorials and probably many of you girls.
A hot favourite among not only me, but also many other popular bloggers,
Tangem continue to take our breaths away with their gorgeous accessories collections.

How can a perfect Christmas dress go without a pretty pair of earrings,
or perhaps a little dazzle from a new necklace?
Visit Tangem today to whisk the pretty pieces you’ve got your eyes on before they are all gone from their virtual shelves!

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The Dancing Jewels features unique handmade jewelry lovingly made with quality materials.
Designs incorporate cabochans and charms imported from different parts of the globe,
sometimes added with a tinge of vintageness, sometimes with a twinge of demureness to complete the design.
Swarovski pearls and crystals embrace the design of jewelry to bring out the style of The Dancing Jewels.

The Dancing Jewels recently started crafted with wires to create bracelets for the hand.
Customisations for such bracelets are very welcomed.
Apart from wired bracelets, The Dancing Jewels also create necklaces, earrings, bracelets, hp straps and even bookmarks.
One of their best seller is the 4-way necklace that can be worn in 4 different ways! How unique!
If you’re thinking of getting something from here as a gift, you can get a gift box with just $2 more.
All jewelry comes with a beautiful pouch too.

The accessories from this website is also featured in local drama, Perfect Deception!

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This next website, Spyuan is going to get a lot of you excited.
Love brands like Kate Spade, Coach and more?
They are all on this website!
All items are 100% authentic and directly imported from US.
The items all come with original dust bags, tags and care cards.
On top of that, Spyuan also provides free courier to your doorstep, making shopping so much easier!

Use their Shopping Cart feature and key in your special SIXPEGS discount code now:
For orders less than $200, key in “pegs” to enjoy $5 off.
For orders more than $200, key in “pegs200″ to enjoy 5% off your total purchase!
Discounts valid till end of December 2011.
You can also find this website on Facebook
And for more details, feel free to email them at spyuan00@gmail.com.

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Vettes Label is another blogshop that I really adore!
Everything from the pictures, the website and the apparels are totally gorgeous.
If you’re looking for the perfect Christmas dress, this is definitely the place to be at.
I have also noticed a huge variety of dresses suitable for both work and play!
You need to check them out to find out more, girls! :p

For this festive season, there is free normal postage for any purchases and free registered mail for purchases above $100.
If you’re already in love with what you’re seeing, check out their Facebook Page too!
LIKE and SHARE the X’mas collection to enjoy $1 off all purchases now!

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Lustmonday has had a revamp and is now back bigger than ever!
They will be launching their manufactured high waist ruched skirt under the Lustmonday label tomorrow at 9pm.
And what’s more interesting, they will be showing you how to wear it in 7 different ways
and teach you how to create a look for everyday from Monday to Sunday!
Who would have thought the skirt could be worn as a tube top that can help accentuate those curves we have too! :p

If you love what you see here and wanna enjoy their promotion, you’re in luck!
How to get $1 store credits? Here it is:

1. LIKE Lustmonday Facebook Page.
2. LIKE and SHARE this album
3. Leave a comment “I love Lustmonday”!
4. Tell us your Facebook username when submitting order for verification purposes

It’s that easy!
And if you’re looking for a good deal, here is their sales direct link!
Don’t say I didn’t share. :p

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Risqué is the baby of two friends of mine.
Being stylish people, their store is packed with good taste and quirky little things that you’ll definitely love too!
This website is all about accessories, stockings, leggings and more!
Some of the best selling stockings includes Hearts Cut-off, Stars Cut-off, and Red Alice stockings. Do check them out too.

Recently, Risqué has launched a Supérieure range where we offer gorgeous & awesome quality accessories at affordable prices!
If you’re a big fan of headbands, you will surely love this.
The Black & Beige necklace from this range is so versatile that you can wear it as not only a necklace,
but also as a headband, bracelet or belt! Isn’t it amazing!

They are also offering the best top and base coats at a super reasonable package price
which is stackable with a spectacular discount – 20% off store wide for Christmas!
Imagine the discounts you’re getting!

Just in case you are afraid your items may not reach you in time for Christmas, fret not!
A meet up for paid items will be available on the 23rd of December, 6pm at Orchard MRT Station.
Alternatively you can opt for TA-Q-Bin or registered post to make sure your purchases are safe. :)

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Coosh Scene is here to show you what they have again!
The girls at Coosh Scene constantly source for unique and exclusive items to bring in for you.
So if you’re someone who is big on exclusive designs, this is definitely up your alley.

They are in the midst of preparing for 2012 designs as they gear towards their own in-house designs!
Pricings, however, are kept affordable because they know that being stylish and beautiful doesn’t mean one has to spend loads of cash!
How sweet! :)

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Now that you’ve probably found a perfect dress, you might also need some good lingerie or body shapers to enhance that look!
Beauty and Joy Lingerie is here to offer some help, ladies!
Look your best this festive season under those snug dresses by shaping up with the Beauty and Joy’s Bodyshapers!
No more muffin tops and unsightly back rolls this year! :)

For this festive season, there will be free delivery for orders $15 and above!
Check out their Facebook Page or join their mailing list for exclusive promo codes and regular updates now!

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And you know how they always say we keep the best for last?
This last shop in the advertorial this evening is going to blow you away!
The items at Perry Amber are handpicked and manufactured internationally for style, quality and comfort.
Through Perry Amber, they share with you statement pieces that evoke sassiness, whimsy, nostalgia and romance.

The upcoming collection is put together by Sabrina Wang and Isabelle Neo, manufactured exclusively for Perry Amber.
The collection is based with the idea of “resort” with all things flowy; perfect match for Singapore.

For more information and promotional updates, do sign up for mailing list or LIKE them on their Facebook Page.
Perry Amber can also be found on Twitter as well!

Enjoy 5% discount with voucher code “6YXW4JPN” for purchases above SGD120.
For SIXPEGS readers, enjoy a further 5% discount with voucher code “2WMRK3JQ”.
(SIXPEGS offer is valid till January 31st to the first 50 readers only)

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Writing about my newfound relationship with A had opened my eyes to many things.
I realized that love has no boundaries – it’s not limited by race, it’s not limited by religion, it’s not limited by gender.
I realized that love can be so powerful that it has given me strength to overcome things I never imagined I could conquer.
Most importantly, I realized that I am normal. I am not alone.
And there are many like me out there.
Some of them are liberated. Some of them are struggling and suffering and don’t have the freedom to love.

Somehow, I feel obligated to do my little part to help share what I feel and tell others that it’s perfectly fine to fall in love.
And it’s not wrong.
I don’t exactly know what or how I can help other people like me.
Afterall, it’s not exactly an easy route to take.
A gay friend once told me – If I had the choice, don’t choose to be gay.
I agree, it’s always easier to be in a normal straight relationship.
You find a nice guy, you can get married legally, you can have children legally and naturally,
you can get a house easily in Singapore, you don’t have to face societal pressure and prejudice.

That said, nobody will know what happen in the end.
You could be happily married and have a lasting marriage, a great family.
Or maybe things won’t turn out so good and your marriage might not last.
Nobody knows.

What is a marriage certificate?
It’s just a piece of certificate that gives you that security you need, one that helps you apply for a flat, or have children.
The only difference between a straight couple and a gay couple.

I don’t understand why people say lesbian relationships are bound to fail.
Are straight relationships bound to end in a ‘happily ever after’ ending?

I am not out to challenge anyone, I’m merely just speaking my mind here.
A couple pints of beer do miracles to clearing that writer’s block I have every once in a while.
Sometimes, I just don’t understand why it’s so hard.

I had my first gay friend when I was in secondary school.
It was a childhood friend whom I grew up with.
But when we were around 15, she found herself and came out.
To be honest, I felt a little bewildered back then.
I didn’t understand how gay people work,
and I didn’t understand how a person can fall in love with another person with the same gender.
I think I even hoped (for her) that it was just a temporary thing so that she can be ‘normal’ again.

Now thinking back, I just want to laugh at myself.

You know, I really used to be attracted to boys.
Before A happened, I was once attracted to two girls.
I have never blogged or told anyone about this before.
Probably only a few close friends or that two girls would know.
But when A happened, my world just crumbled.
Because I really wanted to have her, to tell her how I feel and to share what I have with her.
To be entirely honest, I was still attached when I met her.
I know it sounds cliche and almost like an excuse but my relationship then was in quite a complicated stage.
There are a lot of things I cannot share here and I know no matter what I say,
there is no doubt that I am in the wrong to betray someone’s trust.
But with that, I have never in my life really considered giving up all the stable things in my life for something probably everyone is against.

It just happened. And I know I’d hate myself if I didn’t jump right in and give it a shot.

Right now, 6 months later, sitting in A’s room drinking beer (and A is vacuuming the floor)
while pouring out what I really think, I think I have taken on a challenge I will never regret taking up.
No I have not spoken to my Mom about us.
Yes she has met A before and my Mom is really nice to her.
I don’t know whether she knows or could guess what our relationship is, because seriously,
I don’t bring my girlfriends home 3 times a week and have lunches with my girlfriend and my Mom together.
I don’t know whether my cousins or my aunts will read this blog entry.
I don’t know whether my Mom would feign ignorance and just hope that this is temporary.
That said, I am not afraid to tell everyone that I am in love with a girl.
A is an amazing person who has thought me more than I could imagine within this 6 months.
I have learnt so much from her and from the relationship.
How to be more understand towards other people like me – something I’ve never done before,
and to understand how people can just fall in love with people they ‘should not’ fall for.

It’s 4am and it’s time to sleep.
I’m blabbering away as if I’m writing in my personal diaries…
I just want to tell this to all the other people who are scared like me:
Listen to your heart.
There is only one life. Live it and make the best out of it.

The L word is not lesbianism, it’s LOVE.
Fear will hold you prisoner, hope will set you free.

I have been wanting to visit Paris my whole life and I’m absolutely THRILLED that I’ll soon get the chance to go there.
A and I will be visiting Paris, Rome and Barcelona in November and we are both busy working out the itinerary now.
It’s my first time to these countries and I cannot wait to fly there right away!
There is just so much homework to do – where to stay, where to go, how much money to prepare, etc.
So if you have any pointers, do share with me!
I’d definitely share my itinerary here with others who would be visiting these countries too.
*goes back to itinerary planning*

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MAN! I miss those short hair!

My 5 questions for A:

1. Describe yourself with a ten word sentence.

I think I am going to vomiting on your bed.

2. What would you do if you wake up one day with a really really really stinky ass (cannot be medically improved)?

I’ll tell you!
“Dear… my ass really really really stinks…”

3. What would you do if you walk in on your best friend having sex with your dog?

Tell my friend to be fair. I have TWO dogs… else they’ll fight.

4. If you have no choice and you have to choose to be reincarnated to be one of the following, which would you choose and why?
A) An ingrown hair near a stray dog’s ass
B) Someone with a massive unibrow that grows up to the nose and it grows back instantly the moment they are tweezed or trimmed
C) A person whose burps smells like shit (literally)

(A). Small but massively annoying.

5. Would you say yes if your girlfriend proposes to you by smearing “Will you marry me?” with shit on your room wall? Why?

“We were meant to be!” “Turdfitti! I love!”
Then I’ll proceed to take her to her room to see a romantic coincidence. That’s love.

A’s 5 questions for me:

1. Whyyyy??

Because I like to hear you whine and squirm but still ultimately do it.

2. How come Bad Ronald wears lipstick?

Actually, it’s not lipstick. Bad Ronald had some red hot spicy curry just now and he forgot to clean his mouth.

3. What comes after pooooooot?

A kiss because you love me.

4. Do you think the summon auntie is coming to catch me?

I think the summon auntie can recognize your car already. I think she will come between 9am to 1pm.
We got tear coupon so we are safe, baby.

5. What’s black and white and pink and dirty?

I have two answers for this. I know what you’re thinking (because I am very smart and I know you quite well).
You must be looking at that dirty soft toy I have in the corner of my room.
But my answer is Gigi (never wash after we last used it) while she is being charged.

Ok, something random.
You guys should totally try this out. Super cute!

I was at home, in the living room doing my own stuff.
My Granny was by the window looking out.
She suddenly called out to me all panicky, and told me there is a huge accident under my block.
I looked out and several cars crushed up against one of the huge pillars downstairs.
Couple hours later, I felt the building shaking.
It was swaying rather wildly (which is impossible in real life).
I told my Granny to ignore it. Assuring her that everything is ok.

Then the next thing I knew, Granny and I were standing just right outside my main door checking out the situation
when the building started to give way.
She was standing in front of me at my 2 o’clock.
I held both her hands tightly.
The building crumbled.

I was trapped in darkness for a few second.
I knew I was trapped among the rubbles. I can hardly move.
In fact, I was too scared to move.
Then at the very next moment, I heard a huge sound and felt immense pain and pressure on my body.
It was only for a very short while.
And then it ended abruptly again.

I woke up again to find myself in the left, back corner of a small rundown classroom.
It was gloomy and dimly-lit.
There were posters and pictures with lots of scribbling on them on the walls.
There was also a white board in front of the classroom.

I looked down on my left shoulder and saw some sticky stuff on my arm.
I felt dirty and wet. But there was no pain.
There were ants crawling around on my arms and shoulder.
I wasn’t afraid.

I stood up and started walking around the room gingerly.
A little while later, people started streaming into the room.
They walked in quietly and each took a seat.
All of them had a straight face and didn’t look too happy.
I took a seat too, somewhere in the middle of the room, in one of the back rows.
The person standing before us was a man.
He started pointing to the posters and pictures on the wall and told us about the misconceptions the “mortals” had about the afterlife,
and how ignorant we actually were.
He didn’t sound very friendly. In fact, he sounded more like he was mocking us.

The person sitting on my left is a man, the one on my right, a lady.
The man seemed a little weird. But I cannot remember why.
He attempted to speak to me, but I ignored him most of the time.

The man who was lecturing us then started passing out a stack of photos.
My photo came rather late.
The lady on my right received her photo.
It was a picture of her and her loved ones.
There was also a middle age woman seated a row in front of my who received her photo.
She held it tightly and started crying uncontrollably.

My photo was a picture of a teenage me carrying my young brother in my arms.
We were both smiling in there.
That photo I saw didn’t exist in real life.
It was a collage of various pictures that I had.
There was also a picture of my brother when he was older, and another one of me when I was still in Primary School.
I saw the photos and started sobbing too.

Then as the man continued talking, I started having visions.
I can see images of my old organizer, at the “Daily” page where there is a small space next to every date.
I see the words appearing, as if I could read them instantly as they were being written.
It was A writing.
I couldn’t see her in the dream but I knew it was her.
Perhaps it was because I could recognize her handwriting, perhaps because I just knew it was her.
She must have taken my organizer and used it as a diary.
She wrote about how much she missed me and described her day-to-day activities to me.
The date she was writing in is a few days before a column which says “Lianie’s 32nd birthday”.

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That was one hell of a creepy dream.