If you were in my eyes
for one day,
you could see the full beauty
of the joy I find in your eyes.
And it isn’t magic, or loyalty.
If you were in my heart
for one day,
you would have an idea of what I feel
when you hold me strongly to you.
Heart to heart,
breathing together.
Protagonist of your love.
I don’t know if it’s magic, or loyalty.
If you were in my soul
for one day,
you would know what is inside of me.
I fell in love.
At that instant, together with you.
And what I sense, it’s only love.
At that instant, together with you.
And what I sense, can only be love.
THIS IS BAD.
Remember that printad I did for Underwater World?
It’s out.
OK, that’s good news.
But the bad news is – I THINK I LOOK SUPER FUNNY IN IT!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
To an extent that I’m hoping that it doesn’t look like me!
But as usual, no matter it’s good or bad
I feel obliged to share with my readers!
YES LAUGH LAUGH! lol.
Bad news number 2 - The printad is fucking big!
God bless me.
I did a shoot for my dearest Velda for her online shop Bonito Chico few days ago. The clothes are really pretty!
And I really had a lot of fun shooting for them.
I saw a couple comments in the previous post asking about the peeptoe heels.
Those heels were provided by the girls.
But I peeped at the brand (HAHA) and it’s from ZARA.
Here are a few of the gorgeous clothes I get to wear!
Hehehehe! So hit on the link and check them out :)
The exams are here.
Seriously, I cannot wait for the exams to be over.
It’s just a few days more to go.
I’m really feeling physically and mentally drained already.
It really isn’t easy doing all these and going through the shit alone.
Sigh.
I’m really weak sometimes.
Ought to learn to be stronger, huh?
I’ve been listening to this song “Heart of the Matter” by Don Henley.
Great song and super depressing lyrics to the song.
Left me crestfallen when I really put my heart to listen.
Try too, if you love feeling blue sometimes.
I’m quite tired.
Physically and slightly emotional tonight.
I think it happens – when you’ve been at home cooped up for too long.
Have been at home for 4 days, except for Saturday’s dinner and to walk the dog this afternoon.
When left alone, you just think too much.
A friend of mine lost his father yesterday to a car accident.
It was really painful to hear.
Although it’s true that life and death is inevitable,
and death will creep up to everyone of us eventually.
I feel sorry for his loss.
And that he didn’t even have time to prepare for it.
Death just robs your loved ones from you, when you least expected.
We always say that we should treasure everyone around you,
but the truth is we hardly even try to do it.
If I were to pass tomorrow, I’d have heaps of regrets.
Because there are so many things that I’ve not done.
I’ll miss all that I have in my life now.
I haven’t seen the world.
Haven’t given my parents their time to finally take a rest from their hectic lives.
I cannot even remember when was the last time I kissed my mother.
It’ll be heartbreaking to see the people i love in grief.
And I want to be a mother.
If you fear death, it means that you haven’t been living your life to its fullest yet.
Well, I think I fear death.
I don’t really express myself very well.
I hope you get what I’m trying to say.
Sigh. Life and death is always hard to understand.
It’s really difficult living.
That’s why babies are always crying when they arrive at this world.
But since we’re already into it, just try to make the best of of it la. Ya?
It’s a rainy Saturday night.
And I really love rainy nights at home.
Slow paced and quiet.
And I’ll always secretly feel glad that I’m not one of those caught in the rain with wet shoes.
I hate having my feet soaked in wet shoes.
I picked up my pen and wrote another entry in my diary earlier.
And it’s always very heartwarming to read my diary entries.
Having something to backtrack your life all the way until when you were 12.
That feeling is amazing – like almost being able to relive that moment.
Everything described felt familiar.
And you always laugh when you realized how much you’ve changed.
When I was 12, I liked this guy in my school.
We sort of “dated”, but please don’t ask me how we dated.
Probably just walked past each others’ classrooms more often back then? Haha.
We were born in the same hospital.
And our birthdays were only 2 days apart.
We used to laugh about how we might have been sleeping next to each other
even when we were barely days old.
It was really sad though, because BockYee passed away earlier this year.
And I only heard about it 2 weeks after his demise through a mutual friend.
It really pains me to see the people around me leaving.
Our ideals for the perfect romantic life is always different.
When you’re 12,
a good boyfriend is one who would leave you
a pager text message at least 3 times a day.
At 15,
that guy probably need to accompany you during recess.
Or walk you home after school.
It’ll be nice if he’s a badass – the more badass he is, the better.
When you reach 18,
perhaps you’d see if he is romantic.
Romance, romance, romance. It’s all about romance.
And you’ve always thought you’re going to marry that guy you were with back then, isn’t it?
Things won’t be so simple once you’re 24.
You’re new in the society. You meet people.
There are so much to a relationship besides candlelit dinners, fresh bouquets and yearly oversea trips.
Does he sleep around? Is he rich? Does he drive a car? Is his watch expensive?
I’ve never wondered if my 12-year-old boyfriend’s watch is branded.
Or whether his daddy owns a factory.
I hope I don’t become a material-hungry bitch.
I don’t want to be.
I guess this is what growing up is all about – making life more complicated and difficult.
Oh well, everybody has been saying about the “prime time” in our lives.
And I wonder when mine will be.
I hope it’s not over yet, of course!
And after my “prime time”, does that mean that it’ll be continuous downfall?
Less money, less beauty, less time from husband, less suitors, less drive for life.
Less everything. Just more cellulite.
It’s just that sudden thought about that special friend
I used to have which made me want to write.
Wherever you are, may there be overflowing happiness.
The Scarlette now has a new shop at Level 2 of Isetan Tampines! *YIPPEE*
It’s such great news to see the blog shop doing better!
Remember to drop by the shop!
And if you live near there, no excuses.
If only you knew the quality of the clothes there, you’ll understand.The Scarlette
A sneak peek of the one-of-its-kind dresses sold on rack!
The dresses all made of great quality,
and prices still as affordable as before.
Designs are not easily spotted on other online blog shops too!
YEAY. I know how we girls all love unique pieces!
:)
p/s: Remember to check out the LG Photography Contest as outstanding pictures will be put up tonight!
Some peektures of Maliboo and I at the Lakeside prawnfarm.
Was there with Sinsin dear and Melvyn.
:)
She looks SO NERVOUS HERE!
This year’s Halloween was kinda a rush for Sinsin and I.
Lianie had her exams ongoing.
And Rossie needed to work.
So it’s all left with Sinsin and me. T__T
We cracked our heads and our brains are fried.
But still, we came up with this!
LOL.
When people ask what we’re doing,
we’d just say that we came Zouk to bathe or something like that.
It was rather gross though (and bad for the skin)
to have the facial mask there for hours!
HAHAHA.
Good in another way – because no one could really recognize us.
But it was crazy to drive there!
HAHAHA! Everyone on the road were staring at us!
And we went KTV with that outfit! LOL!
And today, I brought Maliboo to this doggies show at Expo.
It is the first time Boo gets to see so many dogs altogether!
I bet she is feeling super excited about it!
She has been a brave girl though.
Didn’t show any fear even when she is standing next to huge dogs!
She’s a garang lil bitch!
“YEAH! I HAD SO MUCH FUN!”
I bought new pressies for Boo too!
Clothes, food, treats, leash.
She must be really happy and tired out today.
:)
