August 31st, 2005 by sixpegs

i must go on a diet le!
my weight went up again. its 51kg now!!!!
argh. i want 48! i want 48!
today whole day at home never study at all!
soooooo unproductive! day after tmr got a test.
and next week got 3 tests!
i’m going to fail everything if this goes on!
no waaaayyyyyyyyy!!!!

August 29th, 2005 by sixpegs

went spa at this kiray place in tanjong pagar today.
hmm.. not too bad i’d say. too bad dada doesn’t like it.
i did a yogurt bod scrub, whole body massage and facial.
dada did ear candling and facial.
he hates it. haha.. he said it is too lengthy a process and he hates waiting for the mask to dry.
lol.
as for me, i find it ok.
like the pain when the therapist squeezes my blackheads and my zits.
its painfully enjoyable. to think that blackheads will be out after that,
shioook. wahaha..
went to flowerpod to check out more facial stuff just now
and read about this skin revival place.
sounds good and the podders all gave it great comments.
the price is quite ok too. like about $60 for a month for alot of stuff.
maybe will give it a thought after i find a tuition student after the shoot is finished.
the kiray is giving away facials to students at $33 each month too.
just a basic facial. i wonder if its good.. *shrugs*
hehe. should bring mom out there sometime.
dada is feeling frustrated about his stoopid lab report now i guess.
but don’t worry dada, you’re such a smart boy. i’m sure you can finish it!! *muah*
feel like going tanning again tomorrow morning before school. hmmm..

August 28th, 2005 by sixpegs

ALL THANKS TO MINA!
here are some photos from the past 2 sessions of filming. haha.
my face look so fooking black and fat beside mina’s!
time to do something about that. hahaha..
i love filming! wehehe.

August 28th, 2005 by sixpegs

we had a shoot today at kk hospital there. damm hot day but luckily things went smoothly and everything was done in less than 4 hours time. ngek ngek. and i was given my pay on the spot. not bad right. hahaha..

i must try to curb my crazy shopping spree siaoness already. keep spending and spending money! omfg.. i am like throwing money into the shopping and retail industry lidat. poor girls who love shopping zhen ke lian. weather damm good today. too bad can’t go tanning. :( i think my face is half burnt already. eye part there damm painful to touch.

tomorrow going spa!!! wehehe!! damm shiok. very very look forward! going with dada somemore! facial.. body scrub.. and massage! its time to pamper myself! yoohoo!
feel like wearing my new tights. those tights wear underneath big bubbly skirts damm pretty one! but tmr must wear to school leh.. like very weird. sigh. i also dunno whether i should wear not. feel like doing something to my body again. tattooing is fucking addictive. grrr.
what should i do..

i’ve got more quizzes coming up this coming week and the one after. mom and fluids! i must study hard. don’t let dada and mommy feel disappointed! hehe. and hope sindy dear is doing fine too! so so long never go out with old friends le! like bland, erica, fannydear! and dorothy and huiling and rachel!
should ask them out really soon yups!
meanwhile, unleash the mugger in me. and kill the bitch who is addicted to shopping.

August 27th, 2005 by sixpegs

dada and i spent the day at sentosa tanning, and then shopping around and then ended it with a kickass dinner at sizzler! eat until almost puke man! haha.. here are our photos!!!

we got everything from prettiest anniversary cake sandcastle building competition, to prettiest ice cream decoration competition and i bought a new cutie soccer ball earrings!
hoping that by wearing them, ah mok will lub me even more!!

August 23rd, 2005 by sixpegs

a good friend of mine is encountering some problems in love.
love always gets us into trouble.
it can make us soooooooo happy one moment, and make us wanna kill ourselves the next.
sometimes i just cannot understand us human beans..
we just can’t stop ourselves from getting hurt in relationships.
how can we know when to give inmore, when to stop?
if only we have the power to read minds..
only then we’ll be able to know what exactly to do.

the saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.
some of us think holding on makes us strong, but sometimes it is letting go..

August 22nd, 2005 by sixpegs

dinner and dance has finally come to an end!

and certainly as you can see, it ended off with a big bang!! so so happy everything is done as we want it to be. and the hall residents all came in flashy outfits and big blings, hats, whatever. haha.. so so thrilled to see everyone dressing up!

everything was well, and dada’s speech too! he included me in his chairman speech! haha.. said something like thanks peggy for keeping me sane in times of trouble. geee…! so sweet isn’t it? i think dada felt like he’s the smartest guy on earth after the whole event finished. for those people who flamed against dnd or the committee, shame on you. and those who added unconstructive comments during dada’s speech. if you don’t wanna hear his speech, you should go toilet or something. i won’t ask anyone not to come. haha.. because i really want everyone to see what jazzarelle comm had done! *grin*

the dnd comm has never been better! and our spirits had really hit off the top limit on the actual night itself. everyone bonded like nothing before! too bad we din take photos of us all playing indian poker in our hotel room. haha.. all cameras low on batt already mah. wehehe–!! had a wonderful supper at lau pa sat too! yummy yummy!

this year’s hall queen is non other than yeong min! hall king the mini eyed beefy.

miss photogenic huiping and mr personality the james lye lookalike junyang.

everyone’s happy. and i think all the 10 pigeons had put on their best shows!

everything from dance to catwalks to QnA is so nicely done i’m so so touched! hahaha..

i even got to kiss yeong min! wahaha..

now all’s well, its time for dada to retire and to commit himself fully to another comm.

THE PEGS COMMITTEE!

haha.. he’s everything from financial controller to secretary to events coordinator to publicity to business manager! hehehe!

August 19th, 2005 by sixpegs

August 17th, 2005 by sixpegs

went shopping in orchard with sindy today!
spent alot of money. sigh.
i’ve been spending and spending for so many days already lor… damm.
bought a white fedora hat, white jacket, black singlet from forever21, yellow bikini.

heart and pockets burnt.

the picture above is the outfit i’m gonna wear for dnd. hope its hip hop glam enough.
haha.. actually its damm copy alicia keys’ dressing.
i just like it so much! hahaha..

like the black singlet i bought from forever21 too! PRETTY!!!!
very fitting and flattering!
and i can’t wait to hop into my new bikini to go tanning with sindy dear!! ;)
may dnd be over soon!!! wahaha.
then its time that i catch up on my work too!
been lagging like siao!

friday might be going out shopping with the dnd peeps to
find outfits for dnd too.
and gonna help daa find a white jacket too.
we’ll both be wearing white.
HOW COOL IS THAT! hehee..

i love my mok miumiu!
took a new neoprint with sindy dear today!
its so damm cute i can’t take it anymoreee! haha..]
sindy dear went upper lips threading today at far east plaza, bliss retreat.
the lady boss, nancy was a really nice lady.
gave sindy a discount and spoke to us casually.
and she recommended that sindy and i should try out some of the facials she has there.
my skin condition is really deteriorating..
pimples pimples pimples!!!
i hate fucking pimples!!!

August 16th, 2005 by sixpegs

August 15th, 2005 by sixpegs

i don’t understand what i’m doing.. doing things that doesn’t enrich my life at all.
busy with hostel activites.. all i hope is that the outcome brings huge sense of achievement.
i am a girl who wants to do literally nothing in life.
slack by a nice beach with some sweet guy, play guitar, and drink nice wine.
sigh. i’m going for another pedicure later.
well, it is part of the dnd thing.
must celebrate mah! dnd leh!
even dada bought a new bling bling! and ring! hehehe.
its actually just another chance of me wasting money, pampering myself!
wahaha..
went momo the day before yesterday.
i have to comment that i really like that place.
especially the live band section.
it was exceptionally cool. nice music, nice drinks, fine place to chill out.

dnd is coming soon! i really hope the pigeons
are doing well with the catwalk and dance sessions.
want them to put up a really good show and enjoy themselves most importantly!
hehe.

dnd is really making me so busy.
i’m neglecting schoolwork.
all my partying.. travelling to and fro to settle dnd stuff..
plus i’m so sleep-dependent.. i’m dying.
like in a constant lack of sleep. :”"(
can i just have a day of doing nothing?
i can sleep the whole day away man! grrr.

August 15th, 2005 by sixpegs

August 15th, 2005 by sixpegs

yesterday was actually a pretty good day.
shoot at chinatown was smooth and fun.
and i had a great deal of fun shopping after the shoot in town.
UNTIL I WENT HOME TO FIND MY DAD DRUNK, AGAIN!!!
my dad is like drunk every 1 to 2 weeks.
and this time. pretty bad i suppose.
i was in the kitchen reading papers while i saw my dad
going intomy room.
a while later he came out. looking kinda lost.
and then when i got back to my room to check things out,
i realised that he peed into my brand new bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WAS HOPPPPPING MAD!!!!!!!!
cursing and swearing when i was cleaning the damm room!
if he wasn’t my dad, i’ll chop off his dick!
YES! i was THIS angry! it’s a brand new bag! and other important stuff in there as well!
and the worse thing is, my dad doesn’t even appear to be
THAT drunk!
he can still walk to the toilet properly after that.
and ask my brother stuff.
and bathe! farking hell.
i’m gonna shit in his favourite shoe someday!
so i just dashed into his room and scolded him like nothing.
forgive me for screaming at my dad.
i have never screamed at my dad before.
(not that i can remember)
and i swear i’ll regret for the rest of my life
if i didn’t scream at him!

I HATE DRUNKARDS!

i was so so so fucking angry!!!! argh!!!
so i packed my stuff and arranged to meet shaowei to go back hall together
even though i don’t have my own room anymore.
mom was a little taken aback that i decided to go back hall
because at that point of time,
i just reached home not long ago.

i just CAN’T understand fathers!
they drink. make alot of noise. and they are men!
aren’t men supposed to act like men?
have better control over their lives
before they attempt controlling others?
shame on lousy men!

if my future husband dares to pee in my bag, the bed, or the wall
or wherever other than the toilet,
i’ll soak up all the pee in a sponge and gorge it down his own blooody throat!
fuck!
nice pee-reeking purse, keys, cosmetic bag, camera, watch, bag, chair i have now.

August 6th, 2005 by sixpegs

falalala!!! it’s my burffdaeee!!!! hehehe… tonight there’s a mini gathering cum party at my place for both friends and family. all my lovedd ones!

sOOOOOOOOO happy!!

we’re going to sing ktv until bao zha! hehe..! dada miu is getting me a cake later! it was actually meant to be a surprise. but mom told me about it with a slip of tongue! haha.. poor miumiu trying hard to keep the secret. hehehe.. but isn’t it obvious that birthdays are always linked to birthday cakes? haha. aite. never minnnnnd! ;p

yesterday went out with dada for a while. and he bought this handphone strap i said i liked! surprise surprise! i didn’t knew he bought it because it initially said it was too expensive. but later lied that he need to go to the toilet to go back for it!
weeeeeeeetttttttttt———!!!!!!!!! *big fat kisssss for dada!*

i bought a pair of sandals for dad! hope he’ll like it. oh yah! for those who doesn’t know, my dad and i share the same birthday. except that he was born in 1958 and me 1985. what a fine coincidence right? hehe.. :)

i foresee a great celebration later! so happy!! hehehe.. gotta go home and help mom with marketing now~

will take lots of photos!!! keep you updated!! hehe..

August 4th, 2005 by sixpegs

just finished classes on this chilly thursday afternoon.
i’m moving outta hall today.
although it seem like a good thing to move outta here.
like.. i’ll be free from all the hall troubles next time,
but there’s a part of me that still longs to be here.
grwah!! humans are all like that i suppose..
disgusting.

the tutorials just now are utterly crap.
crap because i simply don’t understand a thing said.
and i have a disgusting fellow in my tutorial class!
the man who deserves to die of AIDS.
alright. you won’t know who i am talking about.
but its just this man who makes me feel SOOOO disgusted
whenever i see him.
personal grudge. personal grudge.

i feel so lazy to pack stuff on this nice cool afternoon..
don’t feel like moving. feel like hibernating.
(-_-)
i think the next time i blog will be in another 5 days.
mom just subscribed to singnet broadband.
and it’ll only be activated in another 5 days.
boooooooooo……
it means no msn for 5 days.
no chatting with dada online for another 5 days!
grrrr..

August 3rd, 2005 by sixpegs

collected my pay from t-models today.
and went queensway with dada straightaway to start
OUR SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
happie happie!!

cutie necklace, slippers and nice green and pink nike sneakers!
feels so good after shopping!!!!
viola!

i need to pack stuff already. sindy helping me to move home tomorrow.. :”"(
won’t be able to live with dada anymore after i shift home.
really really hope dada and his new stingy roomie can live in harmony.
i’ll put lizards in his shoes if he dares bully mokie!!! grrrrrrr..



today i continued teaching dance for the pageant peeps.
very glad that their progress is still okay.
hopefully things will be even better on friday when yinghuan comes.
heees.


its my birthday this coming saturday!
so so exciting! not really excited because it’s birthday.
but because i can get to see my good old golden friends again!
and its all together! like a mini gathering!
really really looking forward to it! mwaks!

August 3rd, 2005 by sixpegs

i seriously need to head home for a break!

staying in hall any longer is going to drive me to the wall…
i am getting worried over everything in the world!
think about dnd stuff, sponsers, school, my hammies, moving out of hall!
everything seems so saddening!
i think i really have a problem with handling stress.
i just feel so so wrecked up. so in a total mess!
my timetables everything..
and my biological clock seems to have returned
to how it was last semester.
and i hate it!!!!!!

i hate myself to sleeping so much. waking up so late.
i know it may sounds absurd to hate oneself because one sleeps so much.
but that is precisely how i am feeling now!

just now i was still sort of scolded by mok because i missed my makeup lab session..

i really don’t mean to…

but i really really don’t wanna head into the lab and apologise for being an hour late!

every sms i receive on my phone now
is something to do with schoolwork, or dnd stuff.
and i lack self discipline in doing my stuff.
i’ve really been trying very hard to keep up in my school work already
i really really did try to listen in lectuers and tutorials.
i did my tutorials. and i tried to listen in lectures.
but i just can’t cross the barrier of getting outta bed earlier.
and getting into bed earlier!

i don’t who i should blame.
serves me right for doing my stuff till so late every night.
my head is spinning and spinning.

i hate everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i can’t stop thinking about what is going to happen next.. what have i not done.

what is fucking wrong with me!!!

August 2nd, 2005 by sixpegs

this cute little miss left me today.
was at modelinque with the pageant people today when mom called
and told me hammy died!
how can she leave all the 6 lil babies behind! SOBS!!!!!!!!!!!!
really really really really hope the babies will survive!
and so will the daddy hammy.
tomorrow got early lessons. but i’m still wide awake now.
still haven’t bathe. it is 2am already. tomorrow’s class is 8.30am lor!
die. how am i going to wake up tomorrow like this??

boooooooooooo………

man, i hate school. i hate doing so many stuff.
i really wish i had more time for myself.
busy busy busy bee.

August 2nd, 2005 by sixpegs

as you know, i’m housing illegally in hostel until the end of dnd.
and all illegal stuff and baddies gets caught in the end.
so did i.
booo…
yesterday dada received a note from the RIGHTFUL owner of this room
and he insisted on moving in to this room.
no he won’t budge by moving over to block 11 first.
but well, we can’t blame him. he just don’t wanna keep shifting here and there.
well well.. i understand.
just our luck.

now i have to wait for sindy dear to fetch some of my stuff back
to yishun for me day after tomorrow.
and hopefully, we can get cable set up at home.
and i’ve gotta do a concession for transport too.
grrr.. i just hate making adjustments to ma life.
and i hate to think that i’ll have to wake up 2 hours earlier in future!!!
and i hate to leave dada in hall alone.
alot less dinners, suppers, mugging together for us in future…

i am so disappointed.

its my birthday this saturday!
getting all my darling girlfriends and zzx over to my place.
and hopefully we can all have a great time singing, eating, making merry
and my family will be there too of course.
its also daddy’s birthday mah! ;)
i still haven’t bought him anything yet. shit. hahaha..
i’m coming twenty years old soon! boy i’m getting old.. gees. ;p
later i still gotta accompany the pageant peeps to modelinque
for their modelling classes. need to get weng to help us with the choreographing too.
sigh. i hate busy lifestyles.
why can’t mok and i be fishermen who will just fish, eat, relax and eat salmon everyday?

August 1st, 2005 by sixpegs

sindy dear and i in yet another pretty neoprint of ours!!!
we belong together!! yippeeee!

this is a girl from the pageant this year. just compare the before and after photos of her! (before photos are further down)

and i’m totally in love with this picture of hers! that smile is gorgeous!!! gees. she look so natural!! and very very sweet! hehe..

<— pretty huiping!!

this is one of my personal favourites too! amanda and zheying look so like the mafia boss and her lil concubine kinda feeling. hehe.. damm cute!